Sunday, July 05, 2009
Been a long time since i last blogged, too busy? or just plain lazy, i think more lazy. So now i am back home in sunny singapore sweating, note alliteration. so yeah, good feeling to be home but dun really feel that anything has changed, the construction site down my house is still under construction, the nike store i go to still hangs out that pair of berms that i like but i can't fit into. Maybe the mrt changed a bit, some places changed a bit, new shopping centres that i haven't explored and the IR is really tall now.
But not what i really want to write about is emo nemo stuff again. after watching that particular episode of gundam. Meaning of life is to know that life exists. Too simple? I guess the meaning of life can only be articulated when u have finished your whole experience of life, which itself includes death. death is part of living, except its the end of being alive. and after that, u never can really articulate anything unless you are like a super energy source spirit thing that can appear in people's dreams. Maybe the meaning of life is what we bring away with us from this material existential world. Will there be anyone who has no meaning in life? people who wake up everyday wondering why they are alive. why do they exist. i know of some. but then, if there is no meaning in life, wouldn't everyone be dead, wouldn't everyone not even exist?
Some believe in their religion and how life started and begin and ends. but then some believes in the evolutionary theory. that by chance, by mere chance, everything just happened and there was life. if u try to look at the world, how beautiful it is. let's say the eiffel tower or the great wall of china, u think of its meaning, why it was built, its purpose. and then u think about the people who built it, the people who masterminded it. u think of the human, the normal person. of the brain, the muscle, the organs, the senses, the intelligence, breathing, heart pumping. nerve impulses, electrical impulses from brain to heart, brain to body. u think of arteries carrying blood, nerves carrying electrical impulses via ions. u think of the chemical basis of everything, the complicated phosholipid bilayer, the glycolipids, the acids and bases, the molecules, the atoms, and within the atoms, there are the neutrons, the electrons, the protons, and within the protons and neutrons there are quarks and different kinds of quarks. and the brilliance of quantum physics can tell u there's more, there are of cos millions of steps i missed through this process. but if, if there is this chance, that all these, read through the last few lines and then again, if ALL OF THOSE occured by chance, we are sure damn lucky to be alive.
stalin rules
11:32 PM
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