Tuesday, July 15, 2008
My seniors once told me that guys who just entered university have a hunger to succeed and achieve something concrete. I think i can understand why.
NS does turn boys into man, at least most of us, and each day you communicate with your friends in university and just read through their blog, browse through their friendster or facebook and see their pictures, you start to see how wonderful and colourful their lives are. How fufiling and satisfying it can be, a life without national service, a life with freedom from the consequences of enlistment. I have an urge to get out of army like now, and i 'm afraid this urge and want is so great i might do some dave teo-ish foolish acts. Really need to curb a lot of my emotions properly, compartmentalize my emotions.
ORD is in sight, and i'm going to walk out of the gate of my camp (or drive hopefully) on 11th of november. I will become better than everyone out there, i will succeed and live life to the fullest. I want nothing but the best. I want to enjoy life again, i want to enjoy the simple pleasures of life, i want to enjoy mugging again, i want to enjoy stress and pressure again, i want to enjoy competition again, i want to be the best i can be. i want to SHINE, watch me
stalin rules
10:11 PM
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