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Saturday, March 05, 2005

sigh...sigh...sigh...see that wish list over there at the right? see the first wish, read it out, and yes i achieved it, but then it doesn't mean ia m happy, satisfied i met my targets, unhappy and regretful that i didn't go that extra mile, that extra mugging, that extra less chatting when mugging, the extra less pooling when mugging, the extra less slping when mugging. Just a little more, i might be able to get what everyone dreams of. Just a little extra, just a little more effort, it will all be fine. yes, regret, it seems that for the first time i understand how bad it is to regret seomthing, so if u r reading this, especially for belle, ci han, jiehui, nick and chuan yuan, before u put ur decision, u must know one thing, no one can influence ur decision, but the best wae to decide is to make a choice that u will nvr regret. And i seriously mean nvr regret. that when u come out from the other end of the tunnel u will sae to urself, i nvr regretted walking in.

sighsighsigh, i may not be able to be with shawn and darren again, they are trying their appeals though, but chances are slim, i really miss plaeing in the same section,though i think alfred and daniel make great sectionmates too, but after four years lar, i am kindda bonded quite strongly to darren and shawn, afterall alfred and daniel also from horn the, they can talk more easily, and i am kindda like an outsider, like excluded.i miss all the quarreling, all the ponning, all the niaoing, all the songs, every piece, i even have this diary lars, rites about the stuff we did. sigh, so does this realli spell the end of the three musketeers, the three trumpeteers?Like charmaine jie saed, things happen for a reason, maybe i will just wait for the reason to express itself.

sigh, so many things happening, so little time to think, so little time to reflect, so little time, so many questions...sighsighsigh

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