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Sunday, September 12, 2004
Haiz...another sad week has passed...i want to hold back time but yet yearns its immediate loss...feelings are so mixed now, so contradicting, so complicated. Stress sums it all up.Prelim prac tmr and i am still blogging, no hope le lar. Anw...i pray that i will be able to do well for my prelims, i realli want to get into hc but i dun tinc i am able to. can no longer continue...Maybe nerdette is rite, stardy at ur own speed, run ur own race...but there is this thing in my mind that forces me to outrun myself, forces me to work more than i could, forces me to do damage overun. My body is weakening, i can feel it. Dunnoe what's happening animore...just have to continue this run no matter what happens around me, win or lose this race, its my own will, my own discipline.i dont' noe if i can brace through this storm.i am confused. i am lost. i no longer no where i stand....
stalin rules 11:46 AM
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