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Saturday, August 02, 2003

Finally, the weekend has arrived, still slping in class, can't seem to pay much attention, Kev was a great help, constantly waking me up, doesn't seem to help though. Marching was a torture, repairing the tuba wasn't easy as well, kenneth and dianxiang quarrelled. Actually i think both of them also got fault lorx, they both dunnoe how to control abit, they know their characters mahx, must learn how to bear a bit. Afterall, we have been bandmates because fate put us together.Crapology again. have to pia project somemore, but i really cannot stand changing projects again, plx, dun do it. How come everytime when we SEEM to have decided on a topic after MUCH discussion, we still haf to change? I mean, i have put a lot of effort in lor, though i admit i sometimes a bit dun feel like doing, u noe, slacking, but in the end i was still at the bio lab, mugging and pounding and grinding ritex, i mean, if u change just like that, saeing that it isn't interesting then dun do, what's the point of doing it in the first place.
Haiz, then imagine, if we had thoguht of this before starting, we could have save a F****** load of time ritex, no nid me everytime one person sit down there and grind the leaves, everyday 7/8pm then go home, everytime reach home then slp liaoz nvr study for test and shit. I have sacrificed a lot for this project, without getting results and u expect me to give up everything? Seriously, i had enough, allelopathy-chitin deacetylase-asthaxanthine-dragon scales, four time liaox lehx, why can't we just stick to one project? I knew this would happen i knew it, and it will always continue and nvr end, is that what u r going to tell me? the driving force that keeps me working in the project, is thinking of the results, thinking of the outcome, the gains we will reap, but we are not even halfway there, and i keep dreaming of getting there....haiz...but its like, i really done a lot on my part, i know u all did a lot too, but if it seems easy for u to let go so much effort u put in, so much time u spent, i cannot, sorri, i just cannot.

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